just a little bit more...

I'm thinking.
By the time we graduate, i wonder if you guys have girlfriends.
If you do, will you guys bring them along for the trip?
The time we talk about planning to go to Korea again after we have graduated.
I wonder if we still have this friendship tat will last till forever.
i really wish that we can go back to korea again like the time we went there.
With the hearts and feeling when the first time we stepped onto the country.
I believe that this will come true. Because you guys are my best friend.
Friends that i will never forget.
Like how you guys helped me when i was heading nowhere.
I believe that friends like you guys will bring me laughter and tears.
I trust you.

this is cool. I just got this from Michelle's blog. Anyway, she just got married yesterday. Wishing you and your beloved husband all the best. Love.

結婚前And結婚後


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他：太好了！我期盼的日子終於來臨了！我都等不及了！

她：我可以反悔嗎？


他：不，你甚至想都別想！


她：你愛我嗎？


他：當然！


她：你會背叛我嗎？


他：不會，你怎麼會有這種想法？


她：你可以吻我一下嗎？


他：當然，絕不可能只有一下！


她：你有可能打我嗎？


他：永遠不可能！


她：我能相信你嗎？

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hello\
one day i sat down and something just came through my mind\
somehow i realise that you have been ups and downs with me\
whether i am angry, sad, happy or what, you are just right beside me\
like people say, absence makes the heart grow fonder\
i always complain to you how bad i am feeling\
how much i detest this particular person, how and how\
so many complains to you\
but yet you never say anything\
you just sat beside me, through the phone listening to what i have to say\
when i was so scared to open the e-mail you initated to do it for me\
you jumped for joy when i was selected\
you make me happy when i was sad\
you tried to cheer me up and encourage me when i was feeling real damn low\
you are there whenever i need someone beside me\
somehow anywhere i can find the shadow of you in my mind\
the cinema we always went\
the food we always eat together\
the place we go to\
the train we took\
the taxi ride u always send me home\
the words of concern u gave me\
the birthday call every year at 12 am sharp\
how we shared with each other the special things we have\
how you accompany me through when i had sleepless nights\
i wonder did i ever did any of this to you\
the countless things you did for me\
i am always mean to you\
sometimes i even gave you attitude\
i show u my temper when you are late\
i always made u pay for the movies tickets\
i owe u lots of money\
but you never came and ask me to pay you back\
it's always i'm taking advantage of you\
Till now then i realise how much you care and did for me\
how stupid i am to realise it now after 6 years\
what can i say to myself\

当你离开的时候
心正在哭
心正流着眼泪
心里一片空白
是从来没有的感觉
从来没被发觉
你的离开是我最大的痛苦
时间为什么来的那么快
为什么不多给我一点时间
现在只想和你有多点相处的时间
可惜一切都太迟了
现在只剩下给你的祝福
对你说:' 再见'
对你说: '我会想念你.'
你听见了吗?
你听见我心里的声音吗?
我不期望任何的回音.
或许这是报应
是我把你给推开了.
现在却想你回头看看我.
给我一次机会
让我好好的珍惜你.

i've lost a very good friend
who is leaving for aussie for 3 years

是否你心里还有我
千言万语都说不清楚
是我自己放弃的
还是我错过了这一切?
握手代表什么?
是朋友还是...
为何一个拥抱也没有?
为何一句话也没有?
心里种种的不舍
好想你.
好想你永远不要离开我
是我心里已经有了你
还是你早已经在心里?
当我心里有你的时候
你心里有我吗?
你给我的承诺你会遵守吗?
我会等你吗?
我是喜欢你,
还是我习惯你在我身边?
希望我们之间的关系会变得跟清楚.
心是是否还有着对方

很高兴今天你又陪我等车.
不知道你是否是真的要陪但是我还是很高兴．
＝）

今天看的长江7号.
还满好笑的. 但是却没哭.
哈哈...
今天和雪和D.J一起去看.
那小男主角好可爱.
长江7号也很可笑.
哈哈...
之前去H家拜年.
其实也不算是拜年.
就是去他家坐坐.
还差点被他压死.
他妈妈给的红包还不错呢.
哈哈.
就这样了.
晚安.

2008年了!
日子过的好快. 一转眼一年就过去了. 最近都好忙好忙. 没时间上来说说话. 婆婆生病了. 圣诞节过后她跌到进了医院一直到12/01 才出院. 然后我就要帮忙照顾她. 唉. 老人最最好是不要跌到. 一跌到什么问题就来了. 不说这个了. 最近和Allen 聊天. 他还是没变. 他好像是要搬去美国了. 看来温哥华不适合他. 跟他聊天总是离不开爱情. 我还告诉他藏在我心里最深的秘密. 希望他不会出卖我. 哈哈. 好就没看到他了. 是自从去年4月吧. 不说了. 晚安.

i still got no news from you. where are you? are you still in the same island as me? why didnt you reply my msg? why didnt you come online. As least let me know that you're safe. i really hope to hear from you soon.

I hate you. how could u leave without telling me? how could you leave without me saying goodbye to you? i think just a SMS goodbye will do? how could you do this to me? When are you coming back? how long we won't see each other? what about the things i owe you? why didn't you tell me? i hate you! we just saw each other a few days ago. why didn't you tell me? Why???

我一直以为十八岁生日是非常特别的.
十八岁是人生的另一个阶段.
我非常期待十八岁生日的来临.
但是它与我想象的非常不同.
十八岁生日那天无非知识一个很不通的日子.
当天还下着清盆大雨
好像是老天在为我哭泣.
或许为人把他当一回事.
所以也没真声的去想.

或许我太天真
把十八岁生日想的太没好.
或许我太傻
以为大家会帮我庆生, 把一切的期待都放在他们的身上.

看着别人有着朋友替他们过生日.
回头看看自己身边到底还有谁.
看着别人

像你这种自私的人真叫人讨厌. 
个性直率跟你那种个性是有很大的不同.

你那'直率'的个性是叫自以为是. 
你那'直率'的个性是叫目中无人.
你那'直率'的个性是叫令人讨厌. 
你那'直率'的个性是叫恶心. 

有的时候真的很受不了你.
 这世界怎么会有像你这样的人. 
自以为是. 

你喜欢的不代表别人也喜欢.
你不喜欢的不代表别人也不喜欢.
你不喜欢的不代表你可以批评的一文不值.
真正一文不值的是你这种人吧.

至少有些人肯努力的去争取.
不像你只会说大话.
真是笑死人了.

你说话从不经过大脑.
从来都不想别人的感受.
别拿个性直率来当借口.
这种烂借口只有你还敢那来用.

我看你根本就没有朋友吧.
连送朋友的礼物都没用心思去选.
至少我有用心的去计划和选.
像你这种自私自利的人真恶心.

Sometimes i wonder what is in your mind.
what the heck are you thinking?
Are you really suppose to be born in this world?
Why can't you spare a thought for others?
Why can't you think about how they feel?
Just put yourself in others shoe.
GET A LIFE!
Change your attitude!

If you dont like it, then that's it.
You don't have to say it out loud.

Although i dont have many friends, at least i dont habe to keep suspecting my friends who have betray me.
I'm very happy with what i have unlike you.
You're the one who bring all these trouble yourself.
At least i have friends that i can be with.
Count how many freinds you have that you're on bad terms. 
Ask yourself why are you in this pathetic states.
Don't ask anyone but ask YOURSELF.
Reflect about it.
You have been writing tons and tons of reflection journal.
Now it is time for you to write a reflection journal about YOUERSELF!

像你这种自私的人真叫人讨厌. 
个性直率跟你那种个性是有很大的不同.

你那'直率'的个性是叫自以为是. 
你那'直率'的个性是叫目中无人.
你那'直率'的个性是叫令人讨厌. 
你那'直率'的个性是叫恶心. 

有的时候真的很受不了你.
 这世界怎么会有像你这样的人. 
自以为是. 

你喜欢的不代表别人也喜欢.
你不喜欢的不代表别人也不喜欢.
你不喜欢的不代表你可以批评的一文不值.
真正一文不值的是你这种人吧.

至少有些人肯努力的去争取.
不像你只会说大话.
真是笑死人了.

你说话从不经过大脑.
从来都不想别人的感受.
别拿个性直率来当借口.
这种烂借口只有你还敢那来用.

我看你根本就没有朋友吧.
连送朋友的礼物都没用心思去选.
至少我有用心的去计划和选.
像你这种自私自利的人真恶心.

Sometimes i wonder what is in your mind.
what the heck are you thinking?
Are you really suppose to be born in this world?
Why can't you spare a thought for others?
Why can't you think about how they feel?
Just put yourself in others shoe.
GET A LIFE!
Change your attitude!

If you dont like it, then that's it.
You don't have to say it out loud.

Although i dont have many friends, at least i dont habe to keep suspecting my friends who have betray me.
I'm very happy with what i have unlike you.
You're the one who bring all these trouble yourself.
At least i have friends that i can be with.
Count how many freinds you have that you're on bad terms. 
Ask yourself why are you in this pathetic states.
Don't ask anyone but ask YOURSELF.
Reflect about it.
You have been writing tons and tons of reflection journal.
Now it is time for you to write a reflection journal about YOUERSELF!

祝我生日快乐~

为何
我们放下尊严，放下个性，放下固执，都只是因为放不下一个人。

快乐
喜欢一个人，是不会有痛苦的。爱一个人，也许有绵长的痛苦，但他给我的快乐，也是世上最大的快乐。

卑微
爱人是很卑微的，很卑微的。如果对方不爱你的话。

痛苦
带给你快乐的那个人，就是也能带给你痛苦的人。

爱
爱一个人很难，放弃自己心爱的人更难。

忘记
如果没法忘记他，就不要忘记好了。真正的忘记，是不需要努力的。

岁月
当时间过去，我们忘记了我们曾经义无反顾地爱过一个人，忘记了他的好，忘记了他为我做的一切。
我对他再没有感觉，我不再爱他了。为甚么会这样？原来我们的爱情败给了岁月。
首先是爱情使你忘记时间，然后是时间使你忘记爱情。

世上最遥远的距离
世上最遥远的距离，不是生与死的距离，不是天各一方，而是我就站在你面前，你却不知道我爱你......

哈哈. 生日快到了. 想要跟谁出去庆祝都不知道.
真悲哀...
朋友到那里去了???
有时候真觉得自己没有朋友.
是我自己不主动跟他们联络吗?
还是自己讨人厌???
真悲哀...

放假了!!!!!!!
终于终于. 等了好就好就. 挨过哪不眠不休的日子终于过了. 哈哈! 心情真的真的很愉快. 好想永远都不要开学. 现在放假也不知道要做什么呢. 日子一天一天的过. 已经过了两天了. 哈哈. 好想出过度假. 可惜没钱啊!!! 哈哈. 现在电脑很任性. 不知道要对它怎么办. 挨. 谁能来救救它呢???

哈哈. 我又生病了... 这次是感冒,咳嗽,喉疼加有点发烧. 还来的真不是时候. 明天有日文考试我都还没读呢. 这次死定了. 祝我好运!

终于结束了... 说出不想去考试了... 心中放下一块大石. 早知道就早点说, 不比把自己折磨的半死不活的. 哈哈. 觉的自己好烦啊. 觉得自己没有朋友. 想说说心里话的人都没有. 哎... 有水是可以信任的呢? 好想没人吧. 这世界上还有谁是可以去相信的? 有谁是可靠的? 有人吗? 应该没有吧. 哈哈. 人生就是这样. 孤孤单单的过. 是我自己太保护自己吗? 不想让别人知道自己的心里话. 应该是你们不值得我信任吧. 就别怪我什么都不说. 就这样了.

hellllllloo... its been really really long sicne i've updated my blog. life is still the same... i'm sick for almost a week. vomitted, high fever, back ache, gastric pain. woah all coming togther at the same time. its been really long since im sick. so yeah.. getting well now. i cant sleep well recently. i dont know if it's abt the up coming big thing. i feel like giving it up. but then i'll be wasting hundred plus dollars. but there's only 1 week left. can i rush everything within one week? is that possible. ya i kow im lazy to do thise revision. but i totally got no interest in it. im to naive to believe that my friends will help me. where are those people now?? are they still alive?? god knows where are they. are they really sincere abt helping me in the first place? or it is jus full of talking but no act. how could i ask help from them. are they willing to help me? or jus come up with lots n lots of excuses to regret me. ya. friend are there to help u when u need them. buy where are my friends now? haha. im too complacent to think that they will help me. mayb i should just give up and ya let it go. wow... isnt what i want? can i do it? trouble trouble trouble. now im trying my best to do some revision. hope it helps! pray hard...