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總有一些人,他們看上去整天都很開心,沒有煩惱,像個小孩,
好多人都會羨慕他們,但其實不是這樣的。

他們不想讓別人看到自己難過的一面,
更沒有能力一個人獨處,因為當夜深人靜的時候,
他不知道一個人會發生什麽事,坐在窗前冥想走過的點滴。

他們貌似很堅強,因為在別人看來,他們什麽事都能微笑著去面對,
但事實上他們長著世界上最脆弱的心靈,
只是長期的偽裝使得別人很難發現他們內心深處的創傷。

他們只想簡簡單單、快快樂樂的活著,
期待並且相信每個人給的笑容都是真心的,
希望身邊的人都是真正的喜歡自己。

即使別人小小的意見,也會令他們難過好久,
他們真的真的很介意,介意自己不被人喜歡。

因為,他們總是為別人想的很多,對別人總是比對自己好;
把能對喜歡的人好當做幸福,喜歡別人比喜歡自己多。

他們總是那樣,前一秒還傷心的流著淚,
後一秒出現在朋友面前的時候,已經滿臉溢著燦爛的笑容。

有人說她們是向日葵,是的,他們在意的人就像是太陽,
在面對太陽的時候永遠是明艷的花瓣,
而太陽照不到的背面,那悲傷藏得那麽好,不願被看見。

他們嚮往放縱自由的生活,卻必須為了誰,
很努力的朝另外的一個方向活著,很累很累,卻仍是心甘情願。

離自己的夢境越來越來遠,不得不面對從未想過的爭奪和復雜,
因此而感到恐慌、不知所措。

只有面對最信賴的人時,才會卸下盔甲,委屈的流下眼淚。
因為在他們心裏,笑就是開心,哭就是難過,
接近就是喜歡,遠離就是討厭。

但其實不是,他們明白了,心好傷,眼淚就沒忍住。
哭過之後,笑笑得擦乾眼淚,說,沒關系,我可以做的很好的。

他們好像無所不能,好像總是不會有煩惱,好像什麽問題都能輕而易舉的解決,
總是會喜歡出現在流淚的人面前,笑嘻嘻的逗著傷心的人笑。

而面對自己的問題,他們卻茫然無措,面對自己的悲傷,
他們只會躲在人們看不見的角落裏慢慢由傷口越裂越大。


他們的想法非常簡單,說出來的就是心裏所想的,
肚子裏不會拐七道八道的小彎,無心的話可能會引起別人的誤解。

所以,請別記恨她們,他們從不願傷害誰,小小的錯誤就能讓他們懊悔很久。

他們其實非常單純,甚至你曾經給了他一個微笑她也會一輩子記得你的好,
因此他們的世界觀其實也很簡單,他們很容易受蠱惑 ,
請不要輕易的傷害他們的感情,
因為一旦傷害了,那就將永遠彌補不回來!

如果你身邊有這種人請你給予他(她)那怕是鳳毛麟角的那點關懷,
讓他(她)知道這個世界沒有拋棄他們......

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  • Mar 27 Sat 2010 01:27
  • cranky

t’s true. Never allow yourself to make someone your priority while they only make you their option.

not in a good mood, weather is bad, everything is so horrible.

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阅读了很多小说.
男主角很爱很爱女主角.
心想, 如果也有个人那么的爱我..
有可能吗?

男主角对女主角永恒不变的爱, 在现实中有可能会发生吗?
我羡慕她们, 有人永远都在她们身边, 永远的爱她. 不管发生什么事, 她都会永远的在他心里.

回到现实.
多少的劈腿,多少的婚外情, 到处可见.
就为了小小的原因,误会就分开了.
会有想过要试着去了解对方, 明白误会为何会发生.
没有人愿意踏出那第一步.

信任直多少

我回去好好的思考...

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在回家的路上...
车上
喝醉了.

她: 你知道吗. 我喜欢你. 好喜欢你. 可是, 你好像不喜欢我了.
他: 沉默.
她: 如果当时的我知道什么是爱情. 或许我们会在一起.
他: 不要说了.
她: 现在才知道当时的你是那么的心痛, 那么的痛苦. 现在的我就是当时的你.
他: 你...
她: 你知道吗? 现在的我真的希望时间停止走动. 听见你有喜欢的女生让我好心痛. 我的心碎了. 如果当初不认识你就好了. 什么痛苦,心碎都没有了. 我真的好想你.

车停了.

他: 对不起. 对不起. 我不是要让你心碎. 我也好爱你. 爱你.
她: 不要再离开我.
他: 相信我.

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好想大哭一场!

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我以为我对你来说是特别的.
但是
事实好像不是.
算了.
都过去了.
现在说什么也没用了.

只至少
曾经
在你心里, 我是最特别的.

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如果说,
等你是我过去辜负你的后果,

我会欣然的接受.

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i totally can't imagine myself having a boyfriend. it feels quite weird. and how would i introduce him to my friends? hmmm.... i wonder...

self thought.

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they assume i'm emotionless and uninterested in relationships. truth is, i fall in and out of love so easily i'm ashamed to admit it.

but...

i dont know how i'm feeling


and...

i am 100% not a lesbian...



no offence to anyone

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if that sucker knows what love is.. anyway...

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“Love isn’t about the romantic nights or gifts.
It isn’t about fireworks going off around you when you have that first real, kiss.
Love isn’t about kissing in the rain and dancing beneath the stars.
It isn’t about the big moments or the big surprises.
Love is not a fairy tale.
Love is about still having the butterflies after years.
It’s about the second looks and laying in bed wide awake,
all night,
because you can’t go to sleep mad at each other.
It’s about being willing to sacrifice,
literally,
everything for someone,
just because you care so deeply for them.
It’s not about buying them gifts,
but it’s about leaving them little presents here and there,
just to remind them that you are constantly thinking about them.
Love is about all of the things,
that add up to really big things.
Love is rare and special,
but should not be treated as if it will break.
Love needs to be thrown around and beat up a little bit,
worn in,
but not worn down.
Love needs to be a comfortable feeling,
a place to go when no one else in the world can relate.
A safe place,
where you know that no matter
how ugly you look or
how angry you are,
you will still be loved.”

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「曾經有一份真摯的愛情擺在我面前,但我沒有珍惜,到這個時候我後悔莫及,塵世間最痛莫過於此,如果上天可以再給我一個機會,我會向一個女孩說我愛妳,如果非要在這份愛加上一個期限,我希望是一萬年。」

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10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called “best friend”. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn’t want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. “My date is sick” she said; he’s not going to go well, I didn’t have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as “best friends”. So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn’t think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said “I had the best time, thanks!” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, “you’re my best friend, thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say “I do” and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said “you came!”. She said “thanks” and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my “best friend”. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn’t notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love him but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too…` I thought to my self, and I cried.

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"Silence is just a quieter way to lie."

Jodi Picoult

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"Do you believe that things happen for a reason? Is there some cosmic force that influences people’s lives or does everything just happen with no meaning and no plan? I personally believe that it’s both. There are too many coincidences in life for things to be all random, but there’s enough pointlessness and wasted effort and pain and loss and grief and suffering that I don’t see how everything could all be part of some grand plan."

Joe Bernardi

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“My bounty is as boundless as the sea,
My love as deep; the more I give to thee,
The more I have, for both are infinite.” Shakespeare - Romeo & Juliet

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